December 2009
7 posts
Merry Christmas! Hope everyone finds themselves...
Dec 25th
13 notes
i keep thinking 'this is the last one. this is my...
spontaneouslove: it makes things a lot harder and more painful than it should be.  i heart you
Dec 25th
My best friend got engaged last night and this should be a happy occasion except I can’t stand her ”fiancee”. I now will have him forced in my face at all major events and frankly I’m hoping this doesn’t pan out. They aren’t good together… they fight constantly and have broken up 3 times out of the 7 months they have been dating. Little baby jesus give me...
Dec 23rd
3 notes
tomorrow is my final.. I need a 40 to pass the...
Dec 14th
Dec 7th
2 notes
spontaneouslove: i was a mistake.  as was I… we can be mistakes together
Dec 6th
I hate this pit of depression I seem to constantly find myself in….somethings gotta give
Dec 5th
1 note
November 2009
25 posts
Nov 23rd
1 note
Shrek the Third is on now on ABC
hikergirl: I’ve not seen this one yet.  Ahhh its good! You will love it!
Nov 21st
6 notes
poor boo.
spontaneouslove: he has HOD. he is in so much pain. puppies break my heart. i refuse to even look at the treatment section. This is not your fault! puppies are hard work and Winston has been through his share of puppy illnesses (tumors, infected gashes, canine influenza!). It is hard to watch “your child” in pain and believe me I’ve spent many days cyring over his medical...
Nov 17th
i officially know that i have lived a sheltered,...
spontaneouslove: people are so gross. people are so stupid.  Ohhh my love I have seen shit that should never be seen! it really makes you sit back and wonder what they were thinking….
Nov 15th
Spontaneous: you had me at snuggle.....
Nov 13th
Nov 11th
No clinicals tomorrow and only 2 more left of the...
Starting january (if I pass this semester) I get to play with babies and work in peds. This is where I will have the most fun! I can’t wait for this semester to end..I’m over old people ailments. Next semester I chose to work at a home for terminally ill children where the teacher promises practice with lots of different procedures and experiences that will help in nursing 4. Hopefully...
Nov 9th
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I need pancakes STAT!
Nov 9th
i'm 27. why am i watching the disney channel?
(via spontaneouslove) Don’t try to make me feel bad about myself! I watch that shit all the time…I love the little mermaid at 4:30am when I can’t sleep followed by lilo and stitch
Nov 8th
Spontaneous:
spontaneouslove: sheneneh: I’ll make you all the cake you want in Wyoming or in Idaho when you come wakeboarding..take your pick I’ll make all the cake you can eat! :) are we going to jackson hole on holiday this winter? that would be nice. or maybe you could just be home when i’m in fl in 2 weeks, that would be great too.  The condo is open from dec 27 on… If you want to go I will...
Nov 8th
Spontaneous:
I’ll make you all the cake you want in Wyoming or in Idaho when you come wakeboarding..take your pick I’ll make all the cake you can eat! :)
Nov 8th
sometimes i wish i weren't too old for make a...
spontaneouslove: or, you know, dying.  theres a big kid make a wish foundation..forgot what its called. BUT I’ll fulfill your snowboarding wish when you come visit me in wyoming!
Nov 8th
Nov 8th
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Nov 7th
Ahhh yes the homicidal maniac was captured 0.4 miles from my door. Right across the major road…awesome! But I didn’t make it on tv even though my puppy and I were in the backyard in my amazing pj’s…. Spontaneous I’d push your brain back in! After I looked at it a bit and then I would suture you right up….I’m a giver!
Nov 6th
The world is going freakin crazy! Shooting here in...
The shooter should have just shot himself not his former co-workers. He was fired over a year ago….fuckin ridiculous!
Nov 6th
Nov 6th
why did I voluntarily go back to school?!? I have no desire to study for tomorrows exam which will prob not end well for me. I need motivation or a swift kick to the arse….
Nov 6th
Hey meet me in the commons with a grande coffee and your notes. Maybe we will meet up wtih Thomas!
Nov 5th
Spontaneous: even in my old age it hasn't changed
Here it is one day before the exam and it just hit me I should prob study. Come down here and learn about GERD and Peptic ulcers with me STAT!
Nov 5th
Does it make me a bad person to be this relieved that I found out my ex is now married with a baby on the way? I can now put him out of my mind and stop thinking about him and “what might have been”. We weren’t good for each other and the logical side of me know this. I can’t lie and say that a part of me wasn’t considering it when he begged me not to get married and...
Nov 4th
It really just blows my mind how you can be so pathetic. Perhaps it is just me and my “superior” nature but if you can’t function without a man by your side how will you ever succeed and stand on your own? If it were a man that you loved and didn’t consistently say “I’m not attracted to him”, “I can’t imagine having a sexual relationship with...
Nov 4th
I just ate my weight in red grapes and I don't...
Nov 2nd
Today my puppy becomes less of a man. The poor guy also has to have 2 baby teeth removed because they won’t fall out on their own. He is going to be so sad his manhood was taken at such an early age. Hopefully he wont hump everything is sight anymore :)
Nov 2nd
Nov 2nd
October 2009
24 posts
Happy Halloween! Hope everyone has a fantastic,...
Oct 31st
ghost adventures live is creepy!
Oct 31st
exhausting week and tomorrow is the breast cancer...
We made team shirts and they are amazing!
Oct 31st
Today's patients were all sorts of informative:
Conversation was as follows: Me “your T4 count came back extremely low and it looks like your blood test is positive for Aids. It has progressed from HIV to aids. Do you have any idea who you may have contracted this disease from?” Patient: “how the hell would I know, I don’t share my crack pipe with no one! I don’t share that shit!” Me: “well generally...
Oct 28th
I cant handle when people lie to themselves and to me about whats really going on in a situation. Hey, it’s your life so choose to do with it what you want but don’t try to convince me that its not really going on and then complain about the person. You ended it, he’s trying to move on so don’t get offended when he does…annoyed
Oct 25th
Dragging myself to pilates. I need motivation bc...
Oct 23rd
i have been feeling ok these past few days so i...
spontaneouslove: i should have checked the schedule before i went. today was a choice of a tabata or “Michael.” yeah. no. i picked the tabata since i wouldn’t have to scale it so much it would no longer be the workout. i won’t even tell you my score because that is how terrible it was. but it was nice to get out and be there. i miss it. and i really miss the people. and as our tradition i...
Oct 19th
My puppy is now a princess. He has taken to not eating unless I feed him something he deems palatable. I have tried to hold out and let him eat his dog food when he gets hungry enough…three days later he won and I made him chicken just so he wouldn’t starve to death! How did I get the needy dog?
Oct 19th
1 note
i have to make a decision.
spontaneouslove: i can’t keep putting this off and leaving people waiting. i need to pick an operation for my brain tumors. i need to pick a course of chemo. or i need to say no. i am not very good at making decisions. i need a pro/con list, i need to obsess over it for days, i need to talk to some about the pro/con list to make sure i didn’t miss anything, i need for someone to tell me what...
Oct 19th
when i eat my favorite foods i start thinking...
spontaneouslove: so then I eat another biscuit.  well i secured my room next to yours a LONG time ago so at least we will be together!
Oct 14th
Ohhh migraine why do you hate me?!? I have woken up with a splitting headache for the past 4 days. According to webmd its a brain tumor. According to my brunner med/surg book this semester its hypertension. My bp is 120/78 which is excellent so I’m going with webmd may be closer to the truth. I’m studying neuro and cardio impairments for tomorrows test…not reassuring me
Oct 14th
today i just need to scream…..
Oct 14th
Fuck you Orange County Clerk of Courts....
and the retards you have working for you that wait 3 months after I file the paperwork to tell me I am missing another form. Fucking god damn l;akjsdfoipsejrf;lkewndsn. I want this shit over with and you keep dragging it out. Make the bastard pay and get it over with.
Oct 14th
The Healthy Hooters have hit the scene...
I started a team for the Making strides against breast cancer walk oct 31st. Should be pretty fun…i’m the leading fundraiser at the moment so they have to buy me a beer! so worth it on so many levels
Oct 14th
i thank the orpahns and baby jesus every day that...
spontaneouslove: because i read the posts of all ya’ll currently in school and i fear that maybe school has changed. because you seem to study EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. FOR.HOURS. i did not do this. i averaged about 1.5 hours a week on study/homework and that was usually 30 mins before class started. and i usually just showed up on test days (granted those were the undergrad days not grad school). and i...
Oct 14th
feeling overwhelmed....
Oct 13th
when my pop is here, he likes to play this game...
spontaneouslove: seeing as my grandmother and i don’t see eye to eye, it’s always a lovely conversation. she’s the type of old lady that when she sees any person in a restaurant or store that is not white, she immediately assumes they are “the help” and will ask them to get her something. that is also the time where i do the walk of shame away from her and mouth i’m sorry to the poor soul who is...
Oct 12th
I just discovered the joy of pumpkin spice...
Oct 11th