Dec
25th
Fri
25th
Dec
24th
Thu
24th
i keep thinking ‘this is the last one. this is my last christmas.’
it makes things a lot harder and more painful than it should be.
i heart you
Dec
23rd
Wed
23rd
My best friend got engaged last night and this should be a happy occasion except I can’t stand her ”fiancee”. I now will have him forced in my face at all major events and frankly I’m hoping this doesn’t pan out. They aren’t good together… they fight constantly and have broken up 3 times out of the 7 months they have been dating. Little baby jesus give me strength to plaster on a smile and fake enthusiasm. I always wanted better for her. Um P.s. he proposed on an airplane. Asked her if she could spare a minute on her sodoku puzzle then handed her a ring. It’s the lazy mans approach and makes it like he can’t be bothered to put in a real effort. They were on the way to chicago for christs sake! Snow, Park, romance isn’t to much to ask?!?!
That is all
Dec
7th
Mon
7th
OMG I could kill someone. This awful mirror was purchased by my father in law who is the general contractor on the rebuild. It was probably expensive. It doesn’t match anything in the house. I did modern rustic his dad thinks it must be a rustic hunting lodge. It prob can’t be returned. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Dec
4th
Fri
4th
I hate this pit of depression I seem to constantly find myself in….somethings gotta give
Nov
23rd
Mon
23rd
SPONTANEOUS: Winston wants to let Boo know he hopes he feels better soon!!! He has put on his shark costume to let boo know it could be worse…his mom could dress him in elf and shark costumes without the wonder drugs! ;)
Nov
20th
Fri
20th
Nov
16th
Mon
16th
poor boo.
he has HOD.
he is in so much pain.
puppies break my heart.
i refuse to even look at the treatment section.
This is not your fault! puppies are hard work and Winston has been through his share of puppy illnesses (tumors, infected gashes, canine influenza!). It is hard to watch “your child” in pain and believe me I’ve spent many days cyring over his medical issues. Thats the prob with purebred dogs dangit! But hopefully Boo pulls through and is back to causing puppy drama :)
Nov
14th
Sat
14th
i officially know that i have lived a sheltered, sheltered life. i have seen things in this er i hope to never see again.
people are so gross.
people are so stupid.
Ohhh my love I have seen shit that should never be seen! it really makes you sit back and wonder what they were thinking….
Nov
11th
Wed
11th
well this is familiar.
retractor? check…pipe cleaners? check…loss of privacy? coming right up!
Nov
9th
Mon
9th
No clinicals tomorrow and only 2 more left of the semester!
Starting january (if I pass this semester) I get to play with babies and work in peds. This is where I will have the most fun! I can’t wait for this semester to end..I’m over old people ailments. Next semester I chose to work at a home for terminally ill children where the teacher promises practice with lots of different procedures and experiences that will help in nursing 4. Hopefully I wont come home crying every night
